I used to love role playing a character in the game Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney. Now, I’m far too afraid to even think about it. Besides anonymous story writing sprees, I don’t role play with anyone. I suppose I’m just afraid of being treated like a scourge upon the Earth on Tumblr just because I’m not as good as some people are.

Kaku is a favorite character of mine, but I just can’t roleplay him right. Every time I try to RP someone other than the Heart Pirates as far as canon characters go, I fail miserably. It’s a little sad.

Seeing smut on my dash is not offensive to me, but when they do it on a regular basis, that just sucks. What ever happened to RPing plots? Action? Thrillers? Comedy? I hate it when people use RPing as an excuse to cyber sex.

before i roleplayed on tumblr, i roleplayed somewhere else where crossing bridges between fandoms was an extremely common thing. and here i’ve seen it happen so many times, except for within homestuck roleplay. it seems like homestuck roleplayers only really speak to homestuck roleplayers, and i want to talk to other fandoms too, but i’m worried that everyone that follows me is going to start thinking oddly of it for some bizarre reason, just because i hardly see it done.

I feel like people don’t appreciate me as a roleplayer, in spite of how much effort I put into everything I do. It really hurts sometimes.

I really want to return to an RP group I was a part of so I can roleplay as Aladdin, but every time I think about it, I remember how much I hated the mod. I feel a little bad because my friend is still in the group and I miss RPing with her there, but the mod was giving me more stress than she was worth. I don’t think it was a coincidence that a lot of the veterans left within a month.

I love playing side characters from movies. It gives me a chance to develop their character even more but going off the base that the animators and character designers created. It’s so much fun and I don’t have to start from scratch I can actually have something to start with, which makes it a lot easier for someone like me.

I roleplay as a character who’s very self confident and is good helping people feel better with themselves. But I actually have extremely low self esteem and I fight depression that’s mainly inflicted by myself. I’m also supposed to be having a good relationship with my parents, but I actually am always brought down by them..

I’m surrounded by some of the greatest RPers in the Final Fantasy VII fandom and sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough even though they praise me. I feel I could be doing better for them.

I worry so much about being IC that I’m rereading/rewatching the series and studying the character to get a better feel for him, while most people I know don’t really seem to do that, they just jump in.